idk what to feel i'm not in a good place mentally right now like i have been trying so so hard to be optimistic but i cant help but feel horrible at the same time
so much has happened and i feel so stressed and exhausted im so tired i could cry
NOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OH MY GOSH
OH MY GODDD
OHHHH MYYY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD HHRRBRRBRBRBRRRBBRBRRBRRRBR HHEEEEEHEHHHBRBRBRBBBRRBRRRRR
YOU STAY IN HERE CONES
THIS IS PRIVATE GIRL CHAT
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OH NO
OHHHHHHH
AHHUUU HE NNEHH EAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
tw,, suicide mention
idk i'm jsut like
i have been so bad lately like my mental health has been??horrible like
i have trouble talking to people online specifically. is that a weird problem like
i haven't logged into skype for two weeks because i'm anxious and i dont' want to talk to people onlin e it makes my heart start racing in a bad way
but then it pisses people off because i'm an asshole and i'm basically pushing everyone away which i don't want to do and also want to do at the same time
i have never been the type to isolate myself before but in the past month or so it has gotten so so bad
i feel horrible all the time and my mom has not